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All Deviations
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Survey

Journal Entry: Tue Apr 1, 2008, 10:43 AM
Info
[x] I am shorter than 5'4
[x] I think I'm ugly sometimes.
[ ] I have many scars.
[ ] I tan easily.
[ ] I wish my hair was a different colour.
[ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair colour.
[ ] I have a tattoo.
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[ ] I have/I've had braces.
[x] I wear glasses.
[ ] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[x] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
[ ] I have more than 2 piercing.
[ ] I have piercing in places besides my ears.
[x] I have freckles.

Family/Home Life
[ ] I've sworn at my parents.
[ ] I've run away from home.
[x] I've been kicked out of the house.
[ ] My biological parents are together.
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[x] I want to have kids someday.
[ ] I've had children.
[ ] I've lost a child.

School/Work
[x] I'm in school
[x] I have a job
[x] I've fallen asleep at work/school.
[ ] I almost always do my homework.
[ ] I've missed a week or more of school.
[x] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years.
[ ] I failed more than 1 class last year
[ ] I've stolen something from my job
[ ] I've been fired

Embarrassment
[ ] I've slipped out an "lol" in a spoken conversation.
[ ] Disney movies still make me cry.
[ ] I've peed from laughing.
[x] I've snorted while laughing.
[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[x] I've glued my hand to something.
[ ] I've had my pants rip in public.

Health
[ ] I was born with a disease/impairment
[x] I've gotten stitches/staples
[x if toes count] I've broken a bone.
[x] I've had my tonsils removed.
[x if sister count] I've sat in a doctor’s office/emergency room with a friend.
[ ] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[ ] I had a serious surgery.
[x] I've had chicken pox.

Traveling
[ ] I've driven over 200 miles in one day.
[x] I've been on a plane.
[ ] I've been to Canada.
[ ] I've been to Mexico.
[ ] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] I've been to Japan.
[ ] I've celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[ ] I've been to Europe.
[ ] I've been to Africa.

Experiences
[ ] I've gotten lost in my city.
[x] I've seen a shooting star.
[x] I've wished on a shooting star
[ ] I've seen a meteor shower.
[x] I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
[x] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[x] I've kicked a guy where it hurts.
[ ] I've been to a casino.
[ ] I've been skydiving.
[ ] I've gone skinny dipping.
[ ] I've played spin the bottle.
[ ] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[ ] I've crashed a car.
[ ] I've been Skiing.
[x] I've been in a play.
[ ] I've met someone in person from myspace.
[x] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[ ] I've seen the Northern lights.
[x] I've sat on a roof top at night.
[ ] I've played chicken.
[x] I've played a prank on someone.
[ ] I've ridden in a taxi.
[x] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[x didnt like it] I've eaten sushi.
[x] I've been snowboarding.

Relationships
[ ] I'm single.
[x] I'm in a relationship.
[ ] I'm engaged.
[ ] I'm married.
[ ] I've gone on a blind date.
[ ] I've been the dumped more than the dumper.
[x] I miss someone right now.
[x] I have a fear of abandonment.
[ ] I've gotten divorced.
[x] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[ ] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
[ ] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
[ ] I've kept something from a past relationship.

Sexuality
[ ] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex.
[ ] I've had a crush on a teacher.
[x] I am a cuddler.
[x] I've been kissed in the rain.
[ ] I've hugged a stranger.
[ ] I have kissed a stranger.

Honesty/Crime
[ ] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't.
[x] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[x] I've snuck out of my house.
[ ] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[x everyone does] I am keeping a secret from the world.
[ ] I've cheated while playing a game.

Yes
[x] I've cheated on a test.
[ ] I've run a red light.
[ ] I've been suspended from school.
[ ] I've witnessed a crime.
[ ] I've been in a fist fight.
[ ] I've been arrested.

Drugs/Alcohol
[x just wine though] I've consumed alcohol.
[ ] I regularly drink.
[ ] I've passed out from drinking.
[ ] I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
[ ] I've smoked weed
[ ] I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them.
[ ] I've eaten shrooms.
[ ] I've popped E.
[ ] I've inhaled Nitrous.
[ ] I've done hard drugs.
[x] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
[ ] I can't swallow pills.
[x] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem
[ ] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
[ ] I have been diagnosed with one or more anxiety disorder.
[x] I shut others out when I'm depressed.
[ ] I take anti-depressants.
[ ] I'm anorexic or bulimic.
[ ] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.
[x] I've hurt myself on purpose.
[ ] I've woken up crying.

Death and Suicide
[ ] I'm afraid of dying.
[ ] I hate funerals.
[ ] I've seen someone dying.
[ ] Someone close to me has attempted suicide.
[ ] Someone close to me has committed suicide.
[ ] I've planned my own suicide.
[ ] I've attempted suicide.
[ ] I've written a eulogy for myself.

Materialism
[ ] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[x] I own an iPod or MP3 player.
[ ] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga.
[ ] I own multiple designer purses, costing over $100 a piece.
[x] I own something from Hot Topic.
[ ] I own something from Pac Sun.
[ ] I collect comic books.
[ ] I own something from The Gap.
[x] I own something I got on e-bay.
[ ] I own something from Abercrombie.

Random
[x i dont make peoples ears bleed at least] I can sing well.
[ ] I've stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
[ ] I open up to others easily. You ask me a question I'm most likely going to answer it.
[] I watch the news.
[ ] I don't kill bugs.
[x] I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme.
[ ] I curse regularly.
[ ] I sing in the shower.
[ ] I am a morning person.
[ ] I paid for my cell phone ring tone.
[ ] I'm a snob about grammar.
[ ] I am a sports fanatic.
[ ] I twirl my hair.
[ ] I have "x"s in my screen name.
[x] I love being neat.
[ ] I love Spam
[ ] I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day.
[x] I bake well.
[ ] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue
[ ] I've worn pajamas to school.
[ ] I like Martha Stewart.
[x] I know how to shoot a gun
[ ] I am in love with love.
[ ] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[x] I laugh at my own jokes.
[ ] I eat fast food weekly.
[x] I believe in ghosts.
[ ] I am online 24/7, even as an away message.
[x] I've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
[ ] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[ ] I am really ticklish.
[ ] I love white chocolate
[ ] I bite my nails.
[x] I play video games.
[x] I'm good at remembering faces.
[ ] I'm good at remembering names.
[ ] I'm good at remembering dates.
[ ] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.

[x] All of those are answered honestly

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Sadness and Gladness

Journal Entry: Sat Mar 15, 2008, 10:14 AM
So lets start with the sad news. I am selling my wonderful mare, Maggie. With the new show season comng up, i want to advance in jumping and because of mage's poor conformation, she can advance with me. So she is for sale. And I have someone interested in er already. But the good news of all of this is that I'll be able to get a new horse! And i have two in mind already who look wonderful. I cant wait to go out and see the, but im going to wait till i have a definate sale on maggie until i go out and visit.

  • Mood: Delighted

Horse Experience

Journal Entry: Tue Feb 12, 2008, 5:26 PM
1. How old were you when you first started riding?
Started lessons aged 8 or 9 i think

2. First horse ridden:
a pony named Disney

3. First horse trotted on:
Disney

4. First horse cantered on:
Roscoe

5. First Horse fallen off of:
Wisdon -i think that was his name, he was a tall bay tb-

6. Most recent horse fallen off of:
Maggie

7. First horse you trotted over poles with:
i think Disney

8. First horse jumped with:
Roscoe

9. First horse who ran away with you:
Roscoe

10. First horse that scared the crap out of you:
Pancake

11. First horse shown?
Maggie

12. First horse to win a class with:
Maggie

13. Do you/have you taken lessons:
used to, havent for 6 years, would realy like to take some though especially for jumping

14. First horse you ever rode bareback:
the tall bay tb that i think is named Wisdon

15. First ridden out with:
Roscoe

16. Current Barn name:
Flying W Ranch

17. Do you ride English or western?
English.

18. First Horse to place at a show with:
Maggie

19. Ever been to horse camp?
No

20. Ever been to a riding clinic?
No.

21. Ridden sidesaddle?
not in an actual sidesaddle lol

22. First horse leased:
Roscoe

23. First horse owned:
Maggie

24. Highest ribbon in a show-
First/Champion

25. Ever been to an 'A' rated show?
not competing

26. Ever competed in pony games/relay races?
in a backyard show where i took lessons at

27. Ever fallen off at a show:
yes, the backyard show

28. Do you ride Hunter/Jumpers?
yes

29. Have you ever barrel raced?
No but would like to at some point

30. Ever done pole bending?
no

31. Favorite gait:
gallop

32. Ever cantered bareback?
I love it

33. Have you ever done dressage?
no

34. Have you ever evented?
not in competion but would like to

35. Have you ever mucked a stall?
too many to count

36. Ever been bucked off?
again, too many to count

37. Ever been on a horse that reared?
i dontthink so

38. Horses or ponies?
Horses!

39. Do you wear a helmet?
Yes.

40. What's the highest you've jumped:
3' i think, maybe a little higher

41. Have you ever ridden at night?
yea

42. Do you watch horsey television shows?
not really, but none are on cable so not my fault

43. Have you ever been seriously hurt/injured from a fall?
nope just a bruise and wind knocked out of me

44. Have you ever ridden without anything (no saddle, bridle, halter etc)?
yea

45. Do you ride in an arena or ring?
both, depends where i ride

46. Have you ever been trampled by a horse?
no

47. Have you ever been bitten?
yea

48. Ever had your foot stepped on by a horse?
ugh unfortunately

49. Do you clean your tack regularly?
hah no, i should though

50. Ever played ride-a-buck?
whats that?

51. Show name:
Tiara's Enchantment

52. Barn Name:
Maggie

53. Any nicknames?
Mag, Maggie-May

54. Breed:
Quater Horse

55. Goes english or western:
English.

56. Sex?
mare

57. Age:
10

58. Primary Discipline?
Jumping

59. Show experience:
champion at schooling shows (competing in equitation)

60. Good out:
shes great out, cept she doesnt like flags

61. Did you train this horse yourself?
no, but did put in a lot of work with her

62. Vices:
cribs unfortunately

63. Spooky?
with flags

64. Is your horse able to be ridden bareback
ya, ou can do anything on her

65. Does your horse come when you call?
when shes in the mood and not stuffing her face with hay :P

66. Is your horse good with children and other horses?
yup, my little sisters ride her from time to time

67. Is your horse worked regularly:
usually, but has basically had the winter off

68. Ever a lesson horse?
No, but could be

69. Does your horse like treats?
yes definately

70. Do you take lessons on your horse?
no, i want to though

71. Is your horse easy to work around?
yea

72. Has your horse ever escaped from it's stall?
Nope.

74. Is your horse hard to worm?
nope

75. Is your horse good for the farrier / vet?
shes a little bratty with the farrier, but nothing to bad

76. Have you ever won a class with your horse?
yup

77. Have you ever had a moment where you feel really connected to your horse?
Yeah.

78. Does your horse like hay?
ya

79. Does your horse have special feed or supplement?
mare and maintanance feed

80. Does your horse often have a very messy stall?
not usually

81. Does your horse use any special boots?
nope

82. Do you use a whip and spurs?
i carry a crop because she is lazy!

83. Does your horse like to run?
out in open fields on trails

84. How many times a week do you ride your horse?
currently, bout 1-2 days a week, spring-fall: bout 5-6 days a week

85. Does your horse have markings?
blaze

86. Do you braid your horse for shows?
nope

87. What colour is your horse's halter?
dark brown (leather)

88. Does your horse follow you?
Yeah.

89. Can your horse backup?
not straight but yea

90. Is your horse's trot easier to sit to or post to?
sit

91. Have you ever dressed your horse up for Halloween?
nope

93. Has your horse ever produced offspring?
nope

94. Do you and your horse have "colors"?
red/black

95. What is your horse's favorite treat?
anything that she can eat (especially people food lol)

96. Do you normally lunge your horse before riding?
no, unless she hasnt been ridden in forever like currently

97. Has your horse ever given a pony ride?
yes

98. How many people owned this horse before you?
breeder, and previous owner i think

99. Does your horse get dirty easily?
no thank god

100. What's your favourite horsey memory?
when i went to get my horse to bring her home

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Venting

Journal Entry: Thu Dec 13, 2007, 3:00 PM
OMFG, does anybody know about decency in my house?! I am now missing $30 and last week I was missing $40. Over the past year, ive been having money stolen by my own family! Soem family they are. I even put the damn money in a locked box. What do they do? They search my room, find it, and take it. I have tried everything to stop it. I even write down how many of each bill i have, they don't even bother changing the numbers! One time they didnt even relock the box. I'm running out of places to hide the box and the key. I am currently making about $20 a week, my stupid boss is only putting me on one day a week, and I have to pay for a freakin' horse! I pay for EVERYTHING except for board. I currently need to buy feed($20) get her feet done($50) and sometime before spring comes get a light rain sheet for her ($100-150). I am ready to just punch the stupid wall. And you wanna guess what they are using that money for? DRUGS. Stupid freakin' drugs. my brother smokes pot and my step dad is doing coke. (I have a totally fucked up 'family' ). I actually think its just my stepdad now because even my brother isnt stupid enough to steal large amounts of money. I so hope my mom gets home before he does or I may just punch him.

  • Mood: Rant

Any opinions?

Journal Entry: Thu Nov 1, 2007, 12:49 PM
I am plannig on getting a new camera sometime soon with a price limit at 250. I have my eye on the Canon A720 Powershot. Any opinions on it or suggestions of wwhat i should get? I would use it mostly for phtography of horse, motion and still, in darkness and light.

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